A list of things I feel guilty for:

not liking sex with men but doing it anyway
not being polygamous
wanting to go back to Athens
not eating vegetables
stalking facebook profiles
thinking I'm superior of everyone
not hitting on girls
stalking her tumblr
following girls on instagram just because they are pretty
going on livejasmine
keeping him in my life
not going to the police when I had to
doubting my sexuality 
not writing as much
working in mcdonalds
quitting mcdonalds
coming home earlier


You dance and you laugh
                                 like everyone
                                                         enjoys seeing you dancing                                                         smiles seeing you laugh
And you drink bourbon 
                                                    just because you like saying bourbon

I don’t distaste you because you are an idiot
                                                              I distaste you because you are weak                                                        
There is just a string of nothingness left
and you use it to drag me around town
I’ve failed to cut it with my teeth
                                                    I have to admit, for something that’s made of nothing it’s quite resilient.
I’m seventeen
I’m gayI’m fifteen
I had sexI hate you
that’s why I boned you
  I feel that there shouldn’t be a word for virginity. It shouldn’t matter. Why don’t we have a word to describe the noise the water makes the instant it comes out of the tap? Because it’s not that important. That is how I feel for virginity: it’s not that important. If it is, oops, I’ve ruined it. 


Conditional sentences

First Conditional Sentence:
nature: open condition
time: present or future
It is possible and very likely the condition to be fulfilled.
e.g. If I change the world, I will stop writing.

Second Conditional Sentence:
nature: unreal
time: present
It is possible but very unlikely the condition to be fulfilled.
e.g. If you said you are sorry, I would forgive you.

Third Conditional Sentence:
nature: unreal
time: past
It is impossible the condition to be fulfilled because it refers to the past 
e.g. If I had a father while I was growing up, I would definitely be 'daddy's little girl'.